My name is Liz and I've been clean for nearly two weeks.

And it hasn't been as horrible as I thought it would be. I'm a little antsy, mostly because I'm curious to know if the aforementioned friend has had her baby yet. I imagine she has...and words can't describe how excited I am for her!

It will get better with time...as most things do.

I've more time to devote to productive activities...such as making lists, checking them twice, celebrating a post-Thanksgiving/pre-finals night of frivolity...oh yes, and how could I forget studying for those dreaded finals. What kind of college student would I or anyone be without one part studying sprinkled with a little fun and procrastination? Not a normal one, that's for sure! Don't worry, folks, I was focused enough to get in some good study time for my finals! And I'm positive the three of them all went well!

So yes, the celebration of post-Thanksgiving and pre-finals was just what the doctor ordered to lighten the load and to just...be a kid again. In recent years (meaning since college life began) I am ironically rediscovering the joy in the simplicity not acting my age...under proper circumstances of course. I've begun gravitating to memories of my childhood, almost clinging to them in a way that I can't quite explain. Maybe it is my subconscious trying to tell me something! It's probably not ready for the world of post-graduation yet...and I suppose I'm not so sure myself.

Again, only time will tell.

But yes, the little celebration was great! It began with painting pottery, eating wonderful food, playing the most awesome dance-off game, and then of course, some time spent downtown. Since this night also happened to be my birthday, it was only natural to take advantage of the some of the birthday specials. I made it home to my own bed and still remember everything that happened :)

The next day was back to the grindstone until yesterday when I stepped out of the car. And man oh man does it feel good to be home! It will be good to catch up with family, old friends, write letters, apply for jobs...The list is ridiculously long, but I've already been able to check a few things of since yesterday.

This is short entry, but there is much to do. I hope everyone has a relaxing and nice Christmas holiday. There will definitely be more to come!

Bis dann!